CD 13...trigger day

So, I am triggering on CD 13. Really? What is with this # and me? It just won't leave me alone. (When I had my m/c last year I had 13 eggs retrieved.) And today is also April Fool's Day. I am not sure how I feel about this....Another cruel joke?

E2 was 953 and there are 6 definite follies. Still 4-6 smaller ones that may catch up. Not sue how I feel about this either. Hopefully, the EPP will help with the egg quality. I am also worried about H and his counts. He has been working really hard for the past month and getting hardly any sleep for the past week.

I can't believe I am here again...for the 5th time. Filled with hope and fear and skepticism and, I hate to say it, but desperation.

Tomorrow we go to NYC for the pre op and Sat. is the retrieval. (11:45 am)I probably won't be back to report until late Saturday or maybe Sunday...... Wish me luck!