My RE blew me off. We had a WTF phone consult scheduled for 3pm. H even left work early so he could be home. We got a call at 3:15 from Dr. D's Assistant saying he was running late. And we waited...and waited...and waited. H started snoring around 4:20 but I was still hopeful....sometimes Dr. D calls later in the evening...sometimes on a Saturday. I chose to give him the benefit of the doubt but I'm still waitin' for that phone call. I am not the type of girl who would ever sit by the phone but that's just what I did. Just another blow to my faith.
So, I'm beyond pissed right now. I'm having H call to reschedule because I will flip my shit. I know he is going to tell us to move on to DE. I just need to hear it and move on...with life, not necessarily treatments. I would like to hear what our options are, though. Maybe this is a sign that I should just stop everything and not even look into other options....we are probably not meant to be parents. But for now, I can only speculate and obsess.
I have moved
1 week ago